so
i’m hungry out of boredom
but it’s 1:24 and that’s unhealthy soo
i’m just getting myself so excited over my apple with peanut butter and half of a grapefruit that i will have for breakfast on my deck with a nice cup of coffee
and a book
They carried all the emotional baggage of men who might die. Grief, terror, love, longing—these were the intangibles, but the intangibles had their own mass and specific gravity, they had tangible weight. They carried shameful memories. They carried the common secret of cowardice barely restrained, the instinct to run or freeze or hide, and in many respects this was the heaviest burden of all, for it could never be put down, it required perfect balance and perfect posture. They carried their reputations.
Tim O’Brien